Trusting God’s Timing

Waiting is one of the hardest things to do, especially when you feel like God has promised you something and it hasn’t happened yet. There were countless nights during my separation and divorce when I prayed for reconciliation. I believed God could heal my marriage, and I held onto that hope for months. But as time passed and the situation worsened, I found myself questioning God’s timing. And His plan.

One night, I read Ecclesiastes 3:11. It reminded me that God’s timing isn’t just different from ours; it’s perfect. He sees the whole picture when we can only see a fragment. That verse didn’t erase my pain, but it gave me a new perspective. Instead of asking, “Why hasn’t this happened yet?” I began to pray, “Lord, help me trust Your timing.”

Looking back now, I can see how God used that season to refine me, draw me closer to Him, and prepare me for what was ahead. It wasn’t the answer I expected, but it was the answer I needed.

If you’re in a season of waiting, know that you’re not alone. God is working, even when you can’t see it. Trust that He will make everything beautiful in its time.

Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank You for reminding me that Your timing is perfect, even when it doesn’t align with my own. Help me to trust You in the waiting and to rest in the promise that You are working all things for my good. I give You all honor, all the glory, and all the praise. It’s in Jesus’ name I pray. Amen & Amen.

The Prince of Peace

The title “Prince of Peace” reveals Jesus as the source of true and lasting peace. In a world filled with turmoil and conflict, His peace offers calm for our hearts and hope for our souls.

I’ve walked through seasons of chaos when peace felt unattainable. In those moments, Jesus didn’t just give me peace. He became my peace. Whether through His Word, worship, or a simple moment of stillness, I experienced His calming presence.

Peace with God: Jesus reconciles us to God through His sacrifice, restoring the relationship sin had broken (Romans 5:1).

Peace in Circumstances: His presence calms our storms, reminding us that He is in control, even when life feels overwhelming (John 16:33).

Peace for Eternity: The Prince of Peace offers the assurance of eternal rest with Him, where there will be no more sorrow or pain.

Calling on the Prince of Peace invites His presence into our chaos, bringing comfort and reassurance in the midst of life’s storms.

Reflection Questions

In what areas of your life do you need the Prince of Peace to bring calm and reassurance?
How can you share the peace of Jesus with others who are struggling?

Prayer

Lord, thank You for being the Prince of Peace who calms my heart and strengthens my soul. Teach me to trust in Your presence and to rest in the peace only You can give. Help me reflect Your peace to others who are searching for hope. I give You all honor, all the glory, and all the praise. It’s in Jesus’ name I pray. Amen & Amen.

Dating vs. Dating for Marriage

Dating in today’s world often feels like a game. An endless cycle of meeting people with no clear direction. But as Christians, dating isn’t just about companionship; it’s about intentionally seeking a partner who aligns with God’s plan for marriage.

When I began dating after my divorce, I had to reevaluate my approach. Was I dating just to fill a void, or was I seeking someone who shared my faith and values? Psalm 127:1 reminded me that if the Lord isn’t at the center of my relationships, my efforts are in vain.

Dating for marriage means being intentional. It’s about seeking God’s guidance, communicating openly about values and goals, and prioritizing spiritual connection. While the process may look different for everyone, the goal remains the same: to honor God in the pursuit of a lifelong partnership.

Reflection Questions

What are your intentions and goals when it comes to dating?
How can you involve God in your relationships from the very beginning?

Prayer

Lord, thank You for Your design for relationships and marriage. Teach me to seek Your will in my dating journey and to prioritize Your values above all else. Guide me to a partner who loves You and desires to build a Christ-centered relationship. I give You all honor, all the glory, and all the praise. It’s in Jesus’ name I pray. Amen & Amen.

The Lamb of God

Jesus as the “Lamb of God” represents His role as the perfect and final sacrifice for our sins. This title takes us back to the Passover lamb in Exodus, which symbolized deliverance and redemption, and points to Jesus’ ultimate act of love on the cross.

When I reflect on Jesus as the Lamb of God, I’m reminded of the incredible price He paid for my redemption. It’s a humbling and awe-inspiring thought that He willingly gave Himself so that I could be free from sin and reconciled to God.

The Perfect Sacrifice: Unlike the temporary sacrifices of the Old Testament, Jesus’ sacrifice was once and for all, fully satisfying the penalty of sin (Hebrews 10:10).

The Redeemer of the World: As the Lamb of God, Jesus offers salvation to all who believe in Him, regardless of their past.

The Fulfillment of Prophecy: Jesus’ role as the Lamb fulfills God’s promise of a Savior, proving His faithfulness and love.

Calling on the Lamb of God reminds us to live in gratitude for His sacrifice and to share the message of redemption with others.

Reflection Questions

How does reflecting on Jesus as the Lamb of God deepen your appreciation for His sacrifice?
In what ways can you share the message of redemption with those around you?

Prayer

Lord, thank You for being the Lamb of God who takes away my sin. Teach me to live in gratitude for Your sacrifice and to share the hope of salvation with others. Help Kneel Ministries point people to Your redeeming love. I give You all honor, all the glory, and all the praise. It’s in Jesus’ name I pray. Amen & Amen.

The Great Camping Trip Blunder

Scripture:

“The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps.” (Proverbs 16:9, ESV)

Every now and then, I get a wild idea to do something adventurous with kiddo. Last spring, that adventure was camping. I pictured us sitting by the fire, roasting marshmallows, and gazing at the stars while bonding over deep, meaningful conversations. What actually happened was… a little different.

We arrived at the campsite late because I forgot to account for traffic. It was already dark, so I set up the tent by flashlight, only to realize I’d forgotten the stakes. The tent collapsed twice before I managed to rig it with sticks and duct tape.

Then came the food. I had this grand plan to grill burgers over the fire, but I couldn’t get the fire to stay lit. We ended up eating cold sandwiches, with kiddo laughing hysterically every time I tried to spark the flames. “This is going on my highlight reel,” she joked.

Finally, we settled into the tent. Only to be woken up at 2 a.m. by a curious raccoon digging through our cooler. kiddo dubbed him “Bandit” and decided he was the real MVP of the trip.

At first, I felt like the whole thing was a disaster. But as we drove home the next day, kiddo turned to me and said, “That was the best trip ever, Dad.” Her words reminded me that life rarely goes as planned, but the memories we make in the messes often mean the most.

Camping taught me that God’s plans are often better than our own, even when they look different than we imagined. We might plan for perfection, but it’s in the unexpected moments that His grace, humor, and love shine brightest.

Bible Promise:

God works all things for good… even our blunders.

“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” (Romans 8:28, NIV)

Prayer:

Heavenly Father, thank You for turning even my missteps into moments of joy and connection. Help me to embrace the unexpected and trust that Your plans are always good. I give You all honor, all the glory, and all the praise. It’s in Jesus’ name I pray. Amen & Amen.

Prayer

The Bread of Life

The title “The Bread of Life” reminds us that Jesus is the ultimate source of spiritual nourishment and satisfaction. Just as bread sustains physical life, Jesus sustains and fills our souls.

During a season when I felt spiritually empty, I turned to Jesus as the Bread of Life. Instead of looking to temporary fixes to satisfy my heart, I leaned into His Word, His presence, and His promises. Only then did I realize that He alone could truly fill me.

Jesus Satisfies Our Hunger: The Bread of Life fills the deep longing in our hearts that nothing else can satisfy.

Jesus Sustains Our Souls: Just as bread nourishes our bodies, Jesus strengthens and sustains us spiritually.

Jesus Offers Eternal Life: The Bread of Life gives us not just daily provision but the promise of eternal fulfillment.

Calling on the Bread of Life reminds us to turn to Jesus for the nourishment and satisfaction our souls crave.

Reflection Questions

What are you turning to for satisfaction that only Jesus can provide?
How can you rely on the Bread of Life to sustain you daily?

Prayer

Lord, thank You for being the Bread of Life who satisfies and sustains me. Teach me to find my fulfillment in You and to share Your provision with others. Help Kneel Ministries guide people to experience the fullness of life in You. I give You all honor, all the glory, and all the praise. It’s in Jesus’ name I pray. Amen & Amen.

When What You Want Doesn’t Happen

I prayed for reconciliation. I prayed for healing. I believed that God could restore my marriage, and I held onto that hope with everything I had. But it didn’t happen. Instead, we ended up divorced. A reality I never thought I’d face.

For a long time, I wrestled with the question: Why, God? I couldn’t understand why He allowed this to happen when I was praying for the exact opposite. It felt like He wasn’t listening or didn’t care.

But as I’ve walked through this journey, God has reminded me that His ways are higher than mine. He sees the bigger picture, even when I can’t. While the outcome wasn’t what I wanted, He has been faithful in teaching me to trust Him with the pieces of my broken dreams.

Watching my children navigate this season has been painful, especially when I’ve seen them experience moments of disappointment and heartache. But it’s also reminded me of the importance of showing them what it means to trust God, even when life doesn’t go the way we planned.

Reflection Questions

How can you trust God when His plans don’t align with your desires?
What lessons has He taught you through unmet expectations?

Prayer

Lord, thank You for reminding me that Your ways are higher than mine. Teach me to trust You when life doesn’t go the way I hoped. Help me to find peace in Your plan and to reflect Your faithfulness to my children and those around me. I give You all honor, all the glory, and all the praise. It’s in Jesus’ name I pray. Amen & Amen.

The Dangers of Secular Music

I’ve seen it happen more than once. Someone who loves Christian music and fills their life with praise and worship slowly starts letting their old music creep back in. It’s subtle at first, just a song here and there for nostalgia’s sake. But over time, that music becomes the norm. Their attitude begins to shift, their clothing choices change, and eventually, their heart is no longer fully aligned with God.

I get it. I love 90s and 2000s music. Back then, I knew every rap lyric, pop hit, and yes, even some country songs (though I listened to those in secret growing up in Oklahoma and Arkansas!). Music has a way of taking us back to moments in life, stirring up memories and emotions. But here’s what I’ve learned: those feelings can shape the choices we make.

During my separation and divorce, I realized how much music affected me. A breakup song could keep me stuck in anger and hurt, while a live performance of an old favorite could bring me down emotionally. I had to make a choice: stay in the emotional rollercoaster or fill my heart and mind with truth.

That’s when I fully embraced Christian music again. I began searching for artists who sounded like the secular ones I loved, but with a message that lifted my spirit instead of pulling me down. The difference was undeniable. Songs that glorify God hit differently, they don’t just entertain; they encourage, heal, and remind you of your identity in Christ.

Christian music has become a lifeline for me. It helps me fight the lies of the enemy and stay focused on God’s promises. There’s nothing wrong with liking a particular sound or style, but we have to be intentional about the messages we’re letting into our lives. Music is powerful, it can draw us closer to God or pull us away.

So, if you’re struggling to let go of old songs, I challenge you to explore the incredible Christian artists out there. There’s something for every taste, and I promise you’ll find music that not only sounds good but also nourishes your soul.

Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank You for the gift of music and how it speaks to my heart. Help me to choose songs that glorify You and draw me closer to Your truth. Protect me from the subtle pull of music that can lead me away from You, and remind me to fill my life with worship that honors You. I give You all honor, all the glory, and all the praise. It’s in Jesus’ name I pray. Amen & Amen.

Moses: When God Calls the Inadequate

Moses is one of the most remarkable leaders in the Bible, but when God first called him, he didn’t feel up to the task. He had a past he wasn’t proud of, he doubted his abilities, and he didn’t think he was the right person for the job.

I’ve felt that way too. After my divorce, I questioned whether I could still serve in ministry. I wondered if God could use someone who had failed so publicly. Every time I thought about stepping back into leadership, a little voice whispered, “Who do you think you are?”

Moses asked the same question: “Who am I?” But God’s response changed everything: “I will be with you.” (Exodus 3:12) God wasn’t focused on Moses’ qualifications. He was focused on His own power and presence.

That truth gave me the courage to step forward again. God doesn’t call the qualified; He qualifies the called. Like Moses, we might feel inadequate, but our confidence doesn’t come from who we are, it comes from who God is.

If you’re feeling unworthy of God’s calling, remember this: He’s not asking you to do it alone. He’s with you, equipping you for the task He’s set before you.

Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank You for calling me, even when I feel inadequate. Remind me that my strength comes from You, not from myself. Help me to trust Your presence and step forward in faith. I give You all honor, all the glory, and all the praise. It’s in Jesus’ name I pray. Amen & Amen.

Light of the World

When Jesus declared Himself the “Light of the World,” He offered hope to a world trapped in darkness. His light illuminates our path, dispels fear, and brings life where there was once death.

I’ll never forget a time when I felt like I was walking in a fog of confusion and doubt. It was during those days that I turned to Jesus, asking Him to guide me. His light didn’t just illuminate my path. It brought clarity, peace, and renewed purpose.

The Light That Guides: Jesus shines a light on our path, helping us navigate life with wisdom and truth (Psalm 119:105).

The Light That Dispels Darkness: His presence drives out fear, sin, and despair, replacing them with hope and joy.

The Light That Gives Life: The Light of the World offers eternal life to all who follow Him, calling us out of darkness into His marvelous light (1 Peter 2:9).

Calling on the Light of the World reminds us that no matter how dark life may seem, Jesus is our constant source of hope and guidance.

Reflection Questions

How has Jesus been a light in the dark seasons of your life?
How can you reflect His light to those around you?

Prayer

Lord, thank You for being the Light of the World who shines in my life. Teach me to follow Your light and to share it with others, bringing hope and truth to a dark world. Help Kneel Ministries guide others to walk in Your light. I give You all honor, all the glory, and all the praise. It’s in Jesus’ name I pray. Amen & Amen.