Date: August 16, 2021
Bible Verse:
“You were running a good race. Who cut in on you to keep you from obeying the truth?” (Galatians 5:7, NIV)
Message (Part 2):
Michael’s story didn’t change overnight. In fact, it hasn’t really changed at all. Despite his friends’ and pastors’ efforts to help him, Michael remains in the same cycle. He continues to stay high 24/7, using legal and illegal marijuana along with THC gummies. And while he claims it’s not his “conviction” to quit, the impact is undeniable.
Michael still works, but the lines between his work life and his habit have blurred. He’s surrounded by others who normalize the same behaviors, making it even harder for him to see how far he’s drifted. His memory issues have grown worse… he’ll start a conversation and forget what he wanted to say halfway through. When it comes to anything important, he avoids the discussion altogether, brushing it off with a joke or a quick change of subject.
His anxiety, which he says marijuana helps him manage, seems to have grown worse instead of better. He constantly feels on edge, worried about things that never used to bother him. He struggles to plan for the future because the present feels overwhelming enough.
Michael’s health continues to decline, though he refuses to acknowledge it. Low blood pressure, low heart rate, and chronic fatigue have become his normal, but instead of seeking help, he blames it on stress or other factors. Prescriptions that might offer real relief are turned down in favor of his routine.
Spiritually, Michael is stuck in a difficult place. He loves God and serves faithfully in his church, volunteering and contributing in ways that inspire others. But no one realizes he’s high when he does it. For the past eight years, this has been his norm. To those around him, Michael is dependable and kind, but they don’t see the internal struggles, the anxiety, the compromise, the quiet ache of knowing there’s more to life than this cycle.
What’s hardest to watch is the disconnect. Michael’s potential is enormous, he’s talented, charismatic, and capable of so much more than he’s allowing himself to pursue. But he’s hiding behind the high, letting it numb him instead of facing the deeper issues.
I often think of Galatians 5:7: “You were running a good race. Who cut in on you to keep you from obeying the truth?” Michael was running a good race, but somewhere along the way, he allowed something to pull him off course. And now, he’s stuck, unable, or unwilling, to take the first step back.
There’s still hope for Michael, as there is for all of us. God’s grace is bigger than any habit, any failure, any setback. But the first step has to come from him. Acknowledging that the high he’s holding onto is keeping him low and trusting God to show him a better way.
If you’re in a similar place, let me remind you: God isn’t angry with you. He loves you deeply and longs to set you free. But freedom starts with surrender. Letting go of the things that keep us stuck and trusting Him to guide us forward.
Bible Promise:
God offers strength to let go and find freedom.
“I can do all this through him who gives me strength.” (Philippians 4:13, NIV)
Prayer:
Heavenly Father, thank You for Your unfailing love and patience. For those of us who feel stuck, help us to see the chains holding us back and give us the courage to surrender them to You. Teach us to trust You for freedom and healing. I give You all honor, all the glory, and all the praise. It’s in Jesus’ name I pray. Amen & Amen.
Prayer
Heavenly Father, thank You for Your unfailing love and patience. For those of us who feel stuck, help us to see the chains holding us back and give us the courage to surrender them to You. Teach us to trust You for freedom and healing. I give You all honor, all the glory, and all the praise. It’s in Jesus’ name I pray. Amen & Amen.